his eyes are like tiny black fists punching through your unconscience

today i am in an unfeasibly Good Mood. it know it's unfeasible as i didn't get to sleep till about half four last night, so by rights i should be in an altogether feasibly Bad Mood. so it must be a God thing. but here are some things that may help why i am in a Good Mood, and even if they don't explain it, i'm thankful for them anyway.

1. funk. funk has healing powers. i noticed i tend to listen to the same cd's a lot, which can get a little bit dull. so to add some variety and try and make life a bit more interesting and varied, i've decided to work through my music collection, which contains a large amount of funk, which i hardly ever listen to cos it's all on tape, which is sooo last century. anyway, funk has an amazing ability to make me smile and lift my soul. everybody should get some proper dirty funk in their collection.

2. my tshirt finally arrived today, a couple of months after ordering it. i am now wondering whether or not to get this tshirt here. your opinions gratefully received.

3. andy mitchell. andy is a very wise man who has a very calming effect on me. i tend to get stuck in my head a lot, and he always points me back to God. he's also very practical, which i'm not, and always gives down to earth practical advice.

4. doing things. doing things is good. i never thought of myself as someone who does much, but i'm realising that actually that's a lie and i can do things. i decided a couple days ago to write down things that i like & enjoy & make me come alive (as wild at heart helpfully pointed out, the world needs an alive me, not a dead me) & to try & regularly do things on it.

being in a good mood is quite tiring though so i think i need to go have lie down.